Tuesday, December 10, 2013

My Abrupt Descent Into the Cesspit of Humanity (Or Why I Hate the iPhone Crowd)

I told the nonbelievers that my 6-year-old Nokia flip phone would last through college. I would not own a smartphone as long as I was a student. My iCrap 4—christened so when I ironically stuck an Apple sticker on it—made me unique. My refusal to throw away a perfectly operational telephone made me superior to an iPhone demographic I didn’t want to be a part of. Unfortunately, while secretly texting at work, I dropped my Paleolithic communication device on the concrete floor. It was still functional, but icons were disappearing from the main menu, and the screen was flashing in two-second acid trips. Deciding I cared more about the photos on it of my deceased dog than I did my pride, I realized it would be smart to transfer the grainy pictures to a new phone before it completely kicked the bucket.
      Persuading my parents would not be a problem. A few months prior, my mother had bribed me—carrot and stick—to lay my iCrap to rest (“look, honey, I can smash the thing or I can pay you”). She still believed at the time that I never responded to her text messages because my phone didn’t receive them.
      So we drove to the AT&T Authorized Retailer. I later asked one of the two lonely personnel at the desk what the difference was between an AT&T Store and an Authorized Retailer. He didn’t know. My best bet is that the employees at the Store have the answer and the ones at the Authorized Retailer don’t. But that’s beside the point.
      The Authorized Retailer tries really hard. The shaded Helvetica on its signs and advertisements politely screams, “Look at me! I’m modern!” While it’s probably the same as the font at the Store, it doesn’t pull it off quite as well, because following the “I’m modern!” is a parenthetical “I’m second-rate!” The sales room is a big generic grey carpet with plastic hanger arrangements of cell phones sparsely dotting the walls. The Authorized Retailer does not have chairs because old people don’t buy smartphones. Neither do tired people.
      I’m not old, I’m not tired, and I don’t mind cheap (cite 6-year-old Nokia, I revel in thriftiness), so the projected aura falls flat, but doesn’t have an adverse affect.
      The unenthusiastic employees react to my mother and I as they would to a loose unicorn in the store. They are surprised, frantic, and terrified. One is vaguely vampiric, you know the type: if the pierces aren’t visible, they are someplace unspeakable.  The other is a middle-aged bald man who decides that we are not his problem, and turns back to his computer. 
      I explain that my phone is from the Dark Ages, and that I’m looking for a new one, provided I can transfer the photos onto it.
      “I assume you want an iPhone,” the vampire says.
      Apple products are so prolific in this county that he hasn’t even considered another option. Blond white girl walks into a phone store…what else could she possibly get? At least here, iPhone is synonymous with smartphone. And as much as I hate to admit it, I hadn’t considered the existence of anything else, either. I realize with disgust that now nothing will differentiate me from the rest of the spoiled Marin kids. Within five seconds we’ve narrowed down the one option in stock to the one option in stock.
      iPhones are sold in white, matte boxes. The design is sleek and unembellished. Due to Apple’s modern target demographic, simplicity in design is desirable. The box should be as easy to navigate as the phone because prospective buyers just want to get busy uploading photos of their merde a la mode to the greater interwebs. The packaging is minimalist, and to an extent, belies the attitude of the company. In Apple products, modern means simplistic, and simplicity equals usefulness.
      And I wholeheartedly agree with that sentiment. Why then, am I so averse to joining this culture?
      My problem with smartphones is that in practice, simplistic-usefulness tends to become stupidity. That may turn out to be a problem for the company. I don’t think Apple’s phones are sold through advertisement anymore, their own ethos and abundance is what sells them.
      So if iPhone users are the ones selling the product, what kind of an image are they projecting? At least as I see it, it’s one of triviality and inconsequence. Instagrammers use filters to infuse the present with an unnatural nostalgia, and they waste so much time on the app that when it actually counts, they won’t have anything of substance to be nostalgic for. Pinterest perpetuates and encourages the materialism already over-present in the wealthy crowd that dithers around on it. Snapchat is cutesy and bouncy so that girls can fool themselves into thinking there’s something cute and bouncy about their boyfriends’ dick pics.
      I’m so disgusted by this husbandry of pettiness that upon obtaining the iPhone, I have to prove to myself that I’m not “like the rest of them”. In a space of twenty minutes, I have deliberately sought out the cheapest shell at BestBuy, and have downloaded 18 educational podcasts. All the while, I repeat to myself that I will only use the devil-telephone for depositing checks. In the space of an hour, I am receiving scores of Snapchats from my friends (no dick pics), and have downloaded a number of games, which I briefly try out and shamefully delete. I have even entered my name as “Would yeh loike a cup o’ tea, lovey?” so that British Siri can periodically ask me if I want a refreshment. Oh god, I think. I’m one of them. And, worst of all, I turn the thing on every five minutes looking for some sort of recognition that people love me.
      I’m still not comfortable with the culture, though. From the moment I set foot in the Authorized Retailer, I was bombarded with a misleading aura of modern utility. iPhones are marketed by both Apple and its carriers to be time-saving devices for the busy, well-connected professional. Commercials depict a mature consumer with a futuristic lifestyle. If iPhone advertisements were more truthful, and depicted teenage users frittering away their youth on impersonal social media, would the product sell? Probably not, and yet real-world advertisement shows us that very picture.
      Judging by their website, Apple would like its consumers to believe that the iPhone 5C (“For the colorful”) will make them unique and stylish. “It’s an experience,” says the smart British narrator. If you’re not intelligent, at least your phone is. And if you don’t have intention, the iPhone 5C will more than make up for it. You don’t take selfies, you take self-portraits. A new, HD Facetime camera will let you get closer to your loved ones (when they flip you off, you’ll be able to see the folds on their knuckles!). It’s not plastic, it’s polycarbonate developed to maintain the “sense of quality and integrity that is synonymous with the iPhone 5.”
      On the other hand, Apple would like its consumers to forget that the iPhone 4S exists. But if you really want to know, you can see a straightforward list of its features, an objective photo of all two colors, and the word FREE. Perhaps that’s why I found it acceptable.


Monday, April 8, 2013

Scissors Remind Me of Soviet Russia

I always wondered why scissors remind me of Soviet Russia. I never mentioned it because my friends think I'm strange enough without mentioning Soviet Russia outside the context of a history class.

I asked the question on Yahoo!Answers and the results can be found here: http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=Ao7yjyYL_2sD.fvfTeA6rHDty6IX;_ylv=3?qid=20130324174229AAcBAbv

Two people took the question seriously. The one who didn't was a bigot. No more Yahoo!Answers for me.

On another note, I was looking at Google's search suggestions. And this happened.

I don't really care about the lower three, but the top one? Well then...

A Rare Movie Review

I'm putting this movie review in because I think that The Lives of Others is an important movie, and I'd like whoever stumbles across this page to watch it. This film could change them.

Ok, that's a load of bullshit. I haven't posted in a long time, and I don't feel like writing today. So I'm copying and pasting this reflection I wrote for school.


            This movie gave me an urge to become an anarchist and get rid of government entirely.
            Let’s start with the intro. We see the main character, whose name I didn’t catch because the movie is in German, teaching a class about how to torture information out of people. Imagine taking that class at your local community college. He also teaches them how to use fictional tells (…such as the scent from their anal glands) to make it look they are lying or telling the truth. Whichever you want really, because that’s what you do when you’re a government worker under Communist rule by the Soviets. Then, a kid asks a potentially subversive question, and the main character—who from now on I will call Lonely Guy—puts a red mark next to the boy’s name. Now, this red mark could mean the boy gets anything from an automatic fail to an assassin in his dorm.
            Then we are introduced to the regulation of the artists. We often associate the artistic types with communism due to famous people such as Diego Rivera. However, apparently capitalist artists are quite common, if the East Berlin government is any indicator. They are so worried about capitalist artists putting the wrong ideas in peoples’ heads that they put Georg Dreyman (I understood his name because I play classical piano and he has the same first name as Handel, never try to learn a fugue by Handel in three days) under maximum surveillance. Luckily for Dreyman, the man in charge of his surveillance is Lonely Guy. Lonely Guy is so darned lonely that he becomes emotionally involved in the lives of Georg and his girlfriend.
            Georg’s girlfriend is addicted to prescription drugs. Since the government is in charge of those, she sleeps with the Minister in order to get them. Corruption, anyone? Anyhow, this makes Georg angry and Lonely Guy sad because he’s living through Georg since he has no girlfriend of his own. In a drunken fit of wisdom, Lonely Guy convinces Girlfriend to go back to Georg.
            Meanwhile, Georg’s friend Jerska is blacklisted by the government. Artists are typically very touchy individuals, especially when you put them out of work. So Jerska commits suicide. Georg is deeply affected by his friend’s death. So affected that he decides to write an article about the insanely high suicide rate in East Berlin and publish it in West Berlin.
            That is not a good idea. Kudos to him for sticking it to the man and everything, but it’s a pretty stupid thing to do. Especially when your girlfriend will sleep with a toad like the Minister for drugs. He gets a safe typewriter and hides it, discussing his article with his buddies because they figured out that his apartment isn’t bugged.
            Except it is. It just doesn’t seem like it because Lonely Guy won’t tell on them. They are the closest friends that Lonely Guy has. I feel sorry for Lonely Guy.
            When the article is published in West Berlin, East Berlin Surveillance flips out. The guy in charge suspects Lonely Guy, because Lonely Guy is pretty lonely and doesn’t talk much. He conducts a few harrowing searches of Georg’s apartment for the typewriter, but it is adequately hidden under a floorboard.
            Naturally, Girlfriend tells surveillance where the typewriter was hidden, except this time Lonely Guy tortured it out of her (because he’s an expert in that, remember the intro?). Surveillance comes to the house to take the typewriter, but Lonely Guy has moved it to save Georg. Girlfriend fittingly commits suicide. Georg is heartbroken, and Lonely Guy stands awkwardly behind him in the middle of the street as he realizes that his entire career is ruined.
            Years later, we see Lonely Guy working in a Post Office when the Berlin Wall comes down. Georg finds out that his house was bugged and dedicates a book to Lonely Guy for his guardian angel-like kindness. Lonely Guy gets the book and smiles for the first time in the entire movie.
            Despite my irreverence, I really loved this movie. I hope that the way I explained it shows the extent of my shock at the East Berlin government’s tight control on artists with opposing views. Whenever I’m emotionally distressed about something, I tend to use humor to hide it. As you can see, this movie was emotionally scarring and I cried.

Saturday, March 23, 2013

The Swag Duck

Ladies, gentlemen, and everything in between, I give you:

THE SWAG DUCK

That is all.

Deterring the Gift-Givers

Last week was my birthday. I hate birthdays. They usually involve friends giving you useless and/or joke gifts while the rest of your friends apologize profusely for their lack of useless and/or joke gifts. This birthday, however, was tolerable (I went to the city and saw Jersey boys and it was awesome and oh my frickin' gawd!), but I won't go into that.

I have a close friend who loves birthdays, specifically other peoples'. A few days beforehand she called me.

"So what should I get you for your birthday?"

I thought about it. "A roll of toilet paper…with your deepest-darkest secrets written on it."

"Come one."

"Seriously. That's what I want."

"What do you really want?"

"I don't know. I have everything I want. I want nothing more. How about some laundry detergent? We're always running out of that stuff."

"Oh my god! Just tell me what you want for your birthday!"

"Laundry detergent!"

We repeated the process four times.

She got me laundry detergent.

I love winning.

Thursday, March 21, 2013

The Perils of Living in a Small Town


I live in a small town. And by small, I mean, small. So small that everyone knows each other’s names. So small that it takes 5 minutes to drive from one end to the other. So small your neighbors know your bathroom schedule. (Ok, maybe not that small, but you get my point.)

Now, I’ll admit it’s a great environment to grow up in, but there are times when it gets a little…annoying.

For instance, when I was learning to drive a manual transmission, naturally, my mother had me practice slowly on the dirt roads. Stalling out sucks, but it sucks a lot worse in a small town. Because it means you’re at the mercy of the natives…

I was minding my own business, trying to restart the stupid Honda, when I heard a knock at the window. Oh shit, I thought. I sighed, and rolled the window down. Should I turn the engine off? This can’t take too long right?

It did.

It was one of the countless old faces who have known me since I was “this tall!”. She burst forth in an explosion of clichéd sayings and anecdotes.

“My God, Chelsey, you’re driving?! Oh my goodness, dearie me, I remember when you were but a wee little baby! And now you’re driving, how time flies! I must be getting old!”

Can’t take too long, can it? I’ll leave the engine on. The end is in sight…

“Oh, it seems like just yesterday you were in the third grade writing a poem about the oak tree in my back yard. You were so sweet and innocent…”

There’s still hope. Lord, please let her finish quickly. I can totally leave the engine on, it’ll only take a few minutes.

“…I remember when I taught my little Johnnie how to drive, those were the days…”

I turned the engine off. and began to sing car songs in my head. 99 bottles of beer on the wall 99 bottles of beer, take one down, pass it around, 98 bottles of beer on the wall! 98 bottles of beer on the wall, 98 bottles of beer, take one down, pass it around…

“Did you know Johnnie got into graduate school at the University of Preppy-ville? I never went to college myself, but…”

84 bottles of beer on the wall 84 bottles of beer, take one down, pass it around, 83 bottles of beer on the wall! 83 bottles…

“…I got cable television finally, and my goodness, I am so excited about it! There’s this channel called Animal Planet. Have you heard of it? Did you know that giraffes…?”

75 bottles of beer on the wall 75 bottles of beer, take one down, pass it around, 74 bottles of beer on the wall…

“…and did you hear about Harold down at the store? Well, he’s having an affair…”

67 bottles of beer on the wall 67 bottles of beer, take one down, pass it around, 66 bottles of beer…

“…With me!”

Wait…what?

“…I really do love the new fertilizer at the nursery, my petunias are flourishing!…”

53 bottles of beer on the wall 53 bottles of beer, take one down, pass it around, 52…

“…When I first moved to this town, I felt so welcomed by your parents, you really don’t know how great they are…”

31 bottles of beer on the wall, 31 bottles of beer, take one down…

“…But anyway, enough about me! How are you, Chelsey-dear?”

“22 bottles of beer on the—I uh, what? Oh, uh, I’m great, school is—”

“Oh my, look at the time! I have to go! It was good to hear about you!”

“I, uh…bye.”

I frantically rolled up the window before she came back to update me on the tea outfits she bought for her cats or something. I turned to my mom. “Who was that!?”

“I have no idea, honey.”